ANATOLI BEDRITSKY

WHITE MUSE

Ukraine - Israel - Los Angeles

2024

Anatoli Bedritsky

WHITE MUSE

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� Anatoli Bedritsky

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At the people loving each other souls similar. If the love is with an orgasm, souls intertwine. After of separation these souls have communication through ether, forming quantum complexity which supports the tone of life each other. So was ...

Table of contents

1. Respond

2. Consequence

3. Another

4. Strict

5. Fall time

6. Separated

7. Some thoughts

8. To the girlfriend of life

9. Attraction

10. The strange Jews

11. Jew

12. Without end

13. To the last Jew

14. Bitter candy

15. Adulteress

16. White Murka and black gun

17. One

18. To my angel

19. In night Tel Aviv

20. Capricorn

21. Woman from Adam`s edge

22. Dream gift

23. World of Deception

24. The Son Human

25. The first love

26. Other-wordly

27. Charming in the mask

28. Eyes to eyes

RESPOND

You intruded upon my life

to you began to write verses,

my thoughts are full by you

I cannot leave them.

We agreed then,

that appointment every other day.

But in vain I waited for you,

though would recognize yours and a shadow.

Yes alas, yours is lost a trace,

our ways are dispersed,

but the soul everything shouts

respond, respond, respond.

The door will be open for you,

come back to me again.

I will take from the sky the stars

and will lay them at legs to you.

�I will love you completely

so, nobody loved yet,

only again to see that

without which light is not lovely to me.

I trust, my call will be heard by you,

it will work as nectar.

at any distance

the fire will blaze in you.

Having felt of suffering

to the meeting place you will come again,

and at the first appointment

you will sing this song.

Lviv - 1969

CONSEQUENCE

I am not glad for our meeting anymore,

that touched me.

Now I became similar to the cretin,

I cannot recover in any way.

Heart in aches and torments,

would never meet better.

The grief bowl only appeared,

how many I drink, and all is not visible a bottom.

It is visible, such fated in life

not to be lucky enough constantly,

by small sometimes to be happy

and then to be forgotten or suffer.

Lviv - 1969

ANOTHER

Once, also at expecting,

I was not upset so.

someone was waited there by another,

whith her I left together.

Moscow, in night flickering to a mask,

mysteriously to itself attracted.

�there were we as if in the fairy tale,

us magic love conducted.

And whether who could be compared to us

in that hour on joy to this,

the nature purpose is the connect

despite everything.

The body her so close,

impulsively trembled

and wanted to bypass the ban,

but of honor voice spoke to her - no.

From a sexual attraction

it is difficult to keep itself.

From those morals everything

�hardly can hold.

As a result, so - not "love"

It is "sex" kept us in bondage

Used - died away,

as the burned-down coals

Lviv - 1970.

STRICT

The severity of women decorates,

it is unlikely, who does not know it.

The severity is necessary to girls,

without it it is not worth a pin for them.

Where strict will walk,

oh, to men as is itching to.

the look will force to turn,

seeing off her a way.

On world are a lot of strict women.

also is a lot of women of "lungs�.

but for family life

are no better of strict.

Strict the heat is hidden,

only fools do not know it.

undoubtedly severe looking,

even more of us can tease.

Necessary to be brave

to try to talk

Maybe will carry,

if to be silent - on the contrary.

Lviv - 1970

FALL TIME

Leaves rustle under legs,

yellow shade flickers,

and sky melancholy and illusoriness

on the earth silently falls.

How painfully to go on the leaves,

fallen down from the left kroner.

Trees over them bent down

ask to return them to the house.

In soul pains develop

during the time which left.

Memoirs gushed

and dreams..., but all this fate.

But the fall fortunately is not eternal,

the winter will also be not eternal.

in the springtime even bears will awaken

on our restless earth.

Lviv - 1970

SEPARATED

What are created on light for each other,

we saw at the peak of my years.

Why the destiny threw to us it is�

having played with us a dirty trick.

One of us is not free long ago,

but fate in destiny comes vaguely.�

we can constrain ourselves from temptations,

but the love heat for us is unrestrained.

From all around - I noticed you,

by your charm is in a moment struck.

Yesterday for the first time in life met you,

today - as if together a century we live.

As could madly so fall in love with eyes,

in them with greed to look.

could not from them be exempted,

would like to live and die with them.

I not dared to touch to you a hand

being afraid of to break purity of love sacred,

I would like to become a pigeon

and gently to coo all life with you.

Three days we stayed in the lunar world,

disconnected from adversities terrestrial.

for ever you became my idol,

I wished you good luck.

Our farewell turned into flour,

you even gave the address,

perhaps I will forget the address,

I will never forget you.

Lviv - 1971

THE SAME THOUGHTS

To the nicest, the loveliest

I give these lines.

that that prolonged our life,

having given happiness in the earthly paradise.

We are often grateful to Zhenya,

it is a pity not always we thank,

sometimes we are tactless,

then we will be burned with shame.

Sometimes we fall into thought

about our life of last time.

On this background only happiness

gives rise even to any nonsense.

But among different reflections

because of jealousy of the deaf

the quarrel seed takes root,

not listening to the truth simple.

We do not trust words and oaths,

and jealousy is similar to the foe.

From it whether we suffer bitterly

not because we suffer bitterly,

that the thinks our not same.

When, at last, our mind

will be able to think up something:

to help in loving each other by request

to think in one direction.

Happens in lives and minutes,

when in of requirement of love

bodies and souls together

this highest pleasure.

Not these clean minutes

bail of life on the earth.

But gives rise to flour

in melancholy to the darling in the distance.

Lviv - 1971

TO THE GIRLFRIEND OF LIFE

I give myself to you to the bottom,

Though I do not love you loving.

At work every day wholly

everything I spend forces for you.

On me only not take offense,

if on Saturday I will not come to tea.

Then I again to by among the friends

There we wash a gift of the last days.

with others I drink and is happy,

but all the time I remember you

Trust to me always, differently

I would not connect life with you.

Our life is very short,

the bowl of life needs to be drunk to the bottom.

Therefore, so often we hurry

not to be content with only one.

Everything cannot by in the life how you want,

Time cannot to stand and wait for us.

It is possible to spend time in a peel,

life will pass by as in a window.

Lviv - 1971

ATTRACTION

He inspected it furtively:

her body by teasing attract.

Nipples stick out of skin smooth

and to my mouth directly was look.

The hips lovely sight

and appetizing round bottom.

As all image was humidified,

then further to stand is impossible.

Breath is intercepted,

to patience there came the end,

there are no forces to tell:

when desire will be carried out.

The body everything already flares

and feels a call "take me".

The hands, teeth, legs became closed,

for driving the scum to the bottom.

Already gave to her what played,

now he lost the force.

He is thrilled by pleasure

and waits to again take.

Lviv - 1971

THE STRANGE JEWS

Jews, Jews, Jews

you again move to another earth,

our mad Jews

are moving by will of God.

Where you go from of the place of of life?

what, did Moshe appear again?

If you know where to be to the Jew,

- reveal a secret and to me.

What waits for you strange Jews

on this sacred earth?

Can by, you see "end of days" already.

Such will be the fate of all earth.

Israel, Netanya - 1978

JEW

Jew only never before

joins the ranks child prodigies,

to the father and mother laughing

throws odds into hundreds of feints.

As vyyun this otrodok grows,

comprehending knowledge of life.

And here he became cleverer than all,

overtaking the good luck.

He is tireless unruly,

it the first among all around.

Helps successful life

persistence, reason and illness.

It is close to the treasured purpose

to become provided for ever,

but here, you look the Jewish genius

from top slides on is not present.

Jews go on Jews

having hung up a nose chew, spit.

And a row "goy" the earth is sowed,

not the mind, but bicepses it is pressed.

Netanya - 1979

WITHOUT END

I am not Trotsky and not Lenin,

the genius did not develop in me.

though Jews without doubt

child prodigies from a birth.

As well as many Jews

suddenly I believed in Israel.

To my heart the God's voice reach,

so, the Precept was reminded by Him.

Blood in me leaped

with order - it is necessary to go.

Broke life of the family,

plus expected three years.

So, I arrived in Palestine,

thought the doubt everything will leave me,

but saw there a picture,

that the doubts only added.

At the known western wall

I began to look for tears hot

but was it in right, otherwise

- the wall cried from crap.

I looked for Zion in vain

mix of the people is awful there.

So, in Israel I am

began not to trust miracles.

Netanya - 1980

TO THE LAST JEW

Jew, Jew! You God`s choice!

Your destiny approaches the end.

You were an exile везде as sort,

�your life was as in hell.

Your destiny did not become better,

when you again in your country.

in Israel you the clean Jews

came to be in a pool with boors.

Your fate in the Precept comes to an end,

you will join a stream human.

And there will be you in this world

to shine among people as a star.

Netanya - 1981

BITTER CANDY

Awfully painfully, painfully, painfully

when so many years later

I became to know these things:

the wife is incorrect - there is no miracle.

Thirty years we lived serenely,

devoted to me I consider her

quiet I was,

and was proud of such wife.

I trusted her as trust to the God,

as trust the mother,

what Marya never sinned my Marija

I was happy with such wife.

Before Marya I had no women,

had hesitated even to approach,

after three times was consoled,

but it was without love.

I worked for the benefit of the house is diligent,

to the wife sent the letter and called

from a business trip

in brought clothes her was good.

Usually, Mariya at the work

is waited for arrival to our home.

But a werewolf got to her,

to home she other came,

since then, she for others

by candy became.

21.8.89 - 11.12.89. Netanya

ADULTERESS

Oh, the poor husband did not know about misfortune,

he looks at the wife with the same passion.

but her look with sparkling beauty

not directed to the husband.

Only when became the cool

she became not glad by the forbidden connection.

She struggled against it and also with herself,

to return to family and rest.

A prophetic dream happened at her husband,

what he lost long ago the wife.

Long in thoughts he fought with himself,

for deciding to leave Mariya.

I asked her to admit in sin.

But not penitential она left the light,

she told only was fall low.

Me remains only to guess,

- from whom the children.

Netanya - 1990

WHITE MURKA AND BLACK REVOLVER

White Murka and black revolver

to you is necessary of someone to send in another world.

Only tell me that you love me,

even I will go on that for the sake of you.

I will give you also my black revolver,

it shoots silently at the ridge without miss.

With this revolver I taught a good lesson,

many forced to restrain their ardor.

White Murka, at me mad love to you,

but you abused me that light was not lovely to me.

Then once of I did not constrain itself

and in reply told to you by a bad word.

You became angry my dear

with applied force and threw me.

But, on that did not come to an end then

you with one man an avenger was.

At night you cracked my car,

and impudently was removed that, what sang for you.

I to that man will pin all fingers,

I am known as a "devil", so just I will not forgive.

Murka, I will buy for you black Mercedes,

You will be able to ride it directly to heaven.

you will ride it to heaven.

forever I love you, without you the life empty.

White Murka you from God were an award for me.

21.12.1998 - Netanya

ONE

Already three years

what I live one.

The wife remained in the house

- such is my divorce was.

Each half a year

I changed the apartment.

Could not take root in any place,

in all other homes - disorder.

But, God's Spirit Omnipotent

with itself held me,

I worked hard

and was learning the truth.

But what is necessary to do farther

with my opening?

Nobody wants to recognize

it is not necessary for them.

November 2002 - Los Angeles

TO MY ANGEL

You perfectly know

i love you so much,

therefore soon

I will come again to you

Not in the world better than You,

such only one.

beautiful she-devil,

as the swallow is quick.

You are a thin light

cheerful always.

in place is not sat

impetuous all.

You remember, how in the car

you with dance of hands were.

From all cars looked

with delight on you.

Against the background of all you sparkle,

all want to be as you.

And despite this

with me you with all the heart.

As the Angel you come

brilliant all.

Charmed me,

you are extravagant.

God beautifully brought together us,

everywhere preserved.

We it is temporary in separation,

but soon, soon celebration.

May 3, 2005 - Los Angeles

IN NIGHT TEL AVIV

Lengthways Ayarkon tayelt

we rushed in races together.

Did not give to be ahead of us other.

only all were overtaken.

Music rattles at us

only a super-super class.

In this city night

youth one around.

Tel Aviv what to tell!

It is possible to live cheerfully there.

All beautiful girls

almost nude and are thin.

You in the car as the queen,

everyone wants to covet.

But with me you are faithful,

and the envy is not harmful.

To you I rushed as on wings,

Even intercepted spirit.

You as a star to yourself pulled,

I was with you as the superhusband.

May 14, 2005 - Los Angeles

CAPRICORN

Go my capricorn forward

without rest, without dream.

you are conducted on life by fate

you will not turn anywhere.

You became sick my lamb,

but capricorn you as always.

You are intended for performance of will of God

and He will bless you

You became absolutely one,

you have no yard anymore,

the wife was not that at all

and children left not from you.

As farther in life to be,

it is necessary to keep life.

Hope only for yourself

and you will receive everything wholly.

The sister and the brother they are far

�no sense to be to them close.

I will leave soon to that place,

where there is a hope for me.

October 2006 - Los Angeles

WOMAN FROM ADAM`S EDGE

Mother at will of God of the son gave birth!

By the maternal strength she the son protected.

But as soon as gave birth to the daughter,

gave the life for the daughter.

Each son is a Man of God,

created on this light.

But the woman from Adamov of an edge

for Adam only the assistant was.

Woman individual, not the person.

she is able to give birth, not a secret.

The honor and force only at men,

the brain at the woman is only obsessed with itself.

The woman is on the higth only with a man

but she is always canny, influences the man.

It is difficult to be to the man without woman,

but life is even more mad without it.

July 5, 2008 - Los Angeles

DREAM-GIFT

I dreamed Katya, My God!

She wanted to be with me,

wanted to be alone,

and not were seen anywhere.

I one in this world

among unrelated people.

By other thrown children

replace to me children.

God and you are my hope,

It is with me forever.

I believe in Him as before,

though not human destiny.

October 2008 - Los Angeles

WORLD OF DECEPTION

The most zealous Jew

on received data - he is a Russian person,

He suffered as the Jew,

though it was not expressed in it.

This world is unsuccessful,

there is not supported the truth from God.

There is a deception, even Moisey

can be to Nile was not thrown.

People put the head

for sacred idea,

and then suddenly learn

- incorrect this idea.

25.01.2010 - Los Angeles

THE SON OF HUMAN

Non-human I among people,

though almost same.

I am sent by God to this swamp

and the right is hard for me.

I look at life of these people,

she is awkward very much.

and without the Divine ideas

this world became vicious.

29.01.2010 - Los Angeles

THE FIRST LOVE

The first love is immortal,

though maybe Platonic.

Image clear to that love

does not leave you up to eternal darkness.

February 27, 2021 - Los Angeles.

OTHER-WORDLY

I other-wordly, lived by itself, why I plainly did not know, did not think.

Did not make plans, how to be with itself, was young, had no house.

When was married, I became another, burdened with family.

Time went, I did not grow wiser and got sick by Zionism, grew whiskers. So, I became absolutely another.

Being under the power of God, I was thrown out from the Soviet paradise.

I got to Heaven of Zion, but the idea did not come true - the Zionism was not successful.

Israel appeared other, in my opinion not Jewish, but approved by crowd.

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14.01.2022 - Los Angeles.���

CHARMING IN THE MASK

You a bright star flashed in my life.

But waited for a meeting with you again,

In beginning I bewitched you with me.

Already 20 years I look for you.

And here on the sidewalk goes

a charming woman - though in a mask.

I went after her to see the deity,

possibly it is Katya,

but hid from me the face.

12.02.2022 - Los Angeles, N. Hollywood.

EYES TO EYES

More as twenty years I am deprived of Katya,

Here in other country, I saw Katya at last,

I was as the ordinary resident there.

God did not separate us, in one area kept us.

I saw that she on the street at times went but was not sure of it.

I started walking after that it is better to make out it.

She evaded from me, so would several times.

Once there were I without looking, and saw a young woman, going opposite.

She changed the way, faced with me, and looked to me in the eyes.

Eye to eye, I saw Katies eyes, but I did not believe at once.

I have given way to it, continue going, and I understood that there was Katya.

I turned head, she remained to stand, to see waited for me.

She wants to be with me again, since then I lost rest.

It Katya, she sees to me, eyes to eyes.

I returned there but did not find its trace.

I do not know why, then the reproach stood in my eyes.

Having come home, I long rummaged on the Internet,

and found its traces in this world.

I will begin to look for it now to meet again.

18.5.2024 Los Angeles, N. Hollywood.

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I met again Katya, but without approaching to it could not recognize she,

From revenge after that she at a meeting of did not recognize me.

At new meeting not one she was,

however, a smile as a gift gave me.

Having put on dark glasses, she closed from me.

Yes, the she-devil is good, mine will be forever

12.6.2024

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